Do you ever make the same mistake?

I sit day by day trying to think
To understand why I lost my way.
I'd make the same mistake over and over
But its made me who I am today.

I'd always fall on the same shoulder I did the first time.
I'd always think I was okay til it started to hit me harder each time.

Its time for me to be me. And not what someone wants me to be.
I was too stupid. I let someone else have the controller when it's my turn to be playin my game. Of my own life.

After living.
And I mean really living.
I understand so much about life. And how amazing it is.

Im becoming who I'm supposed to be and I'm not gonna be ashamed of it.
If anything I'm grateful I'm able to be able to be my own self. I wasnt realizing how much of me was given away. Now I'm stuck each day with so many things on my mind that shouldn't be. Or I don't want to be.

We can see how it goes but for now I'm aboutto passout
I'm ready to crash. Keep it real People. I'll do my best to bring someuchhh better music soon.
Thanks for reading my blog!

JP