Life.

Man, life has been pretty hard lately. Let me tell you.

I DO KNOW, that everything I am going through will be worth it in the end.

I used to have in my mind that anything bad that would happen was just my luck, was because of it being someones fault. It never is though. It's never someone's fault, if it really is, then the situation doesn't need to be in your life, but in those type of cases are just usually "high school happenings," meaning that as something that would happen in high school, something you know better than to get yourself into. I'm not saying relationships that you have from high school that you still have now. Chances are if you still have a relationship with a girlfriend from high school, either you can't leave each other because one got pregnant or you are truly in love. That's the way I look at it.

A lot of times people blame things on everything else. Something that I've learned to do is either not blame anyone and take the blame yourself, or just be patient if it happens to be a situation that you are blaming someone for not getting something in return sooner.

The world is so impatient these days that I doubt half of you are reading all my posts, or even caring to see what their about, and you just read the topic heading and don't find it interesting so you move on with life.

All in all, everything we do is a choice. Whether we are choosing to pour the milk in the bowl and not the counter, or choosing to wake up at 6 o' clock to workout everyday. Every choice has a consequence. Good or bad, and even if we get upset about something, or a consequence, you are choosing to do that. Let's say your parents decide to not pay for your phone anymore...most people will be upset and tell everyone that their parents are being unfair by not paying for it. Number 1, they are blaming their parents, and number 2, they are choosing to let that decision make them upset.

I hope I haven't lost you guys here, but know that everything we do in life is a choice, no matter how we look at it. I choose to express how I feel through my blog, my music, and a few people in which I trust. Now think about it, and every time you are out making a decision, or every time you are blaming someone for something, or every time you are upset....think if it's something that should be getting you upset, think if you should be blaming that person.

It's up to you, you decide.

JP

RSN(Random Side Note) - The Mixtape will be done really soon. I am just putting the finishing touches on it all I think!! The only Delay will be that I am trying to get Diggy Simmons on a feature..yeah you heard me! One of my favorite rappers. He's gonna be a legend. In my opinion. Don't let that get to you... ;)